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Elrick
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 Posted - 10/22/2009 : 10:42:30 AM
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Oh thank you so much for your kind words MON. I don't know if I am deserving of them though. I often have the feeling of not doing enough to help situations. But I know all too well of the feelings of not belonging to the human race. I look around the world and sometimes think "What monsters! How can I be a part of the same species that would allow such injustices to occur to their own kind?" Everything seems backwards to me and has for as long as I can remember. For the longest time, I thought that there had to be something wrong with me since I appeared to be in the extreme minority. But after creating this place and spending time getting to know other people with similar concerns, I have come to the conclussion that there is nothing wrong with me...and I am not alone in these feelings.
More recently, I am getting into the idea of "purpose". This is kind of off topic for this thread and I apologize for that. Early on I rejected the idea of "purpose" but as time goes on, I feel a more and more pressing urge to...I can't explain it...it's like a feeling of duty or purpose that is not fully acknowledged or understood yet. I am starting to wonder if some of us haven't chosen this experience to try to help steer the human consciousness in the right direction. Do you ever get the feeling that things went terribly wrong at some point and humans were inadvertently set back in the spiritual development and that you feel a desire to try to correct some of these "gone off the path" episodes? I know it makes no sense and sounds really silly but I havent been alone in other areas so I am thinking that maybe I am not alone on this either but that maybe it's just so weird that nobody wants to mention it. Each day I feel a more increasing need to try to talk with people about things that seem a little off. Maybe it is just that I see things going down a really dark path and I am compelled to try to prevent this but I thought it was worth mentioning. So now I am trying to decide whether this feeling of purpose was created within me or by myself from the acknowledgement of the current state of the world and a fear of what may be coming...or if it goes beyond that. Do we create our own purpose or do we come here with one already? Ok, now you are free to think I am a weirdo...(it's official, lol).
But in all seriousness, don't you guys feel an urge to do something? Does it feel like the world is going down the toilet and you are helpless to stop it...which makes you want to try even harder? Maybe this is the human spirit. Maybe we are at our best when things are at their worst. It is sort of a personal life journey for me to try to better myself while I am here. I see flaws in myself that I know I can do better. I have struggled with many things I do not like in myself and others and decided a while back to try to better understand these things and to change them where possible. It is sometimes a very confusing road and I often find myself returning here for insight and comfort. So many subjects but so little time. When trying to better yourself or maximize your potential, whose standards do you go by? It's like I really want to be the best I can become but I have no guidelines. I have to try to discover what is best and therefore what I want to be, along the way. It's like being pulled towards a certain destination but not knowing the direction you need to go. I have to discover and decide my own moral standards for example because some of the established ones seems way off to me and religion is lacking in any real moral teachings.
So I am thinking that possibly some of you have had similar feelings. I think in general that people want to be good, they just dont always know how. It's so easy to be swept up in all of the negativity. We are surrounded by it. Fear runs our lives while empathy seems almost nonexistent in some. The world could do with far more empathy and gratitude. Personally, I have a kind of love/hate relationship wth empathy. Sometimes I wish I could do away with empathy. But without it I would be nothing. But there are moments when a wave of sadness/spiritual pain will rush over me and it is all I can do to keep from breaking down. I am not sure where this comes from but it is so very powerful. I have learned to control most of my feelings and to seperate from self to the point of just an observer, so that I can be totally objective and truly learn but I am totally helpless against this one emotion and I dont know why. I am weak.
It is a shame that people like us who view the world slightly different are seen as the loons. We want a better world. That is not so wrong. I don't believe we were ever intended to suffer. I dont think life has to be so painful. We have made it that way. It could be wonderful. We have let two little things control our lives and negate our potential....fear and greed. Most people reach the level of love of ones self but far too few reach the level of love of others/all. In our imposed false sense of isolation of self, we suffer a sort of seperation anxiety and are so pulled into the ego-self that personal needs and desires are the forefront of our thoughts. We sit in judgement of others while offering little judgement to ourselves and our own actions. I believe we can be better than this. We are better than this...we simply dont know it yet. Thinking possitive is a great start and I love that you have taken on that perspective MON. It's so hard to in the world we find ourselves in today. We are bombarded with negativity. Trying to see the possitive or learning experience in all things can be most difficult at times so big cudos to you in your effort. I believe it can work wonders.
Oops. I tend to ramble on a bit from time to time. I try to keep a handle on this most times but sometimes I just start typing and before you know it, you have a whole page, lol. I'll stop now. This was supposed to be a camelot thread...Sorry for going off topic.
"For the devout believer, no evidence is necessary. For the devout skeptic, no evidence will suffice." |
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HumanAlien
Galactic Member
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Posted - 10/23/2009 : 12:03:14 AM
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ALEX COLLIER at the Project Camelot Awake and Aware Conference, Los Angeles, Sept 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uR46QjXjLH0
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Elrick
Galactic Member
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Posted - 10/23/2009 : 11:08:54 AM
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Excellent video H/A. A lot of people have a big problem with Alex's claim of actual alien contact. Even if none of it is true, I think Alex appears to be a very calm and centered individual. He doesn't come off like he wants you to buy any books or anything. 2 things have always stood out for me with Alex. You know how somebody can say something and it's like opening the doors to new thought? Like a revelation. Well, most of the people out there making claims don't have this effect on me but Alex was able to do it twice back when I first started watching him. He opened the floodgates for me twice which for me, I found this impressive. The first time was with his statement that he supposedly got from one of his alien contacts which goes something to the effect of, "The love that you withhold is the pain that you carry." The second thing that I found profound that came from him was the concept of no currency. The statement that did it for me, again supposedly coming from one of his alien contacts, was something like, "Why do you have to pay to live on a world you were born on?"
Both items required much thought. I broke them down several different ways and I was like a kid in a candy shop. Both items were unfamiliar to me so it was like the excitement of exploring new lands in my own mind. I found both items very profound and decided that even if what Alex claims isn't true, his message is for the most part, good and I think he is a good person. I will always think fondly of Alex for bringing these two concepts to my attention. I tend to believe that he is either really in contact with something else or that he has just become a really gentle and insightful person. I like how he spent almost half of his time letting the audience ask him questions. Thx for the link H/A, very good.
"For the devout believer, no evidence is necessary. For the devout skeptic, no evidence will suffice." |
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Elrick
Galactic Member
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Posted - 10/23/2009 : 2:16:45 PM
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Well, it looks like we have a date for the info that was coming from Pete Peterson relating to Obama and disclosure.
Bill Ryan talks about obama probably announcing onTV nov 27-2009 Contact with 6 friendly E.T races
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z58Dv3WNXW0&NR=1
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MomentOfNow
Hybrid Member
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Posted - 10/23/2009 : 5:10:50 PM
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Woooooo Hooooooo 
Sorry i dont have time for a longer post.....but....
Wooooooo HoooooooHoooooooo
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HumanAlien
Galactic Member
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Posted - 10/24/2009 : 02:07:29 AM
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Now that is really a pretty good conformation that obama will
tell the world about E.t's.
Bill said that E.T. landings will occur in florida around the 21/23rd
of november and this will force obama to come out with the truth.
Let's hope this really happens.
Great find Elrick. Cudo's to you.
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HumanAlien
Galactic Member
USA
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Posted - 10/25/2009 : 02:29:00 AM
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One thing really bothers me about this alien thing and that is
that some of these contactee's say that there is a galactic
federation of aliens out there watching us.
They are not allowed to interfere with what humans are doing to
themselves because this this would be a violation of their main
directive of noninterference.
I'm not saying this federation is real but if it were, there are times
when you just have to interfere to help the masses survive. Why
would it be ok to sit back and maybe watch humans nukes each other
or right now in our case, sit back and watch the masses being killed
off by the water we drink, the food we eat and the vaccines being
used to kill us / weaken our immune systems / permanently damaging
our dna.
I guess i'm just looking at current situation and seeing it as a
no win situation and i'm hoping someone or something would come to
our rescue.
After watching "The Fall Of The Republic" by Alex Jones, i can see
now that millions of people are on the obama payroll. Ordinary
citizens like the boy scouts are now being trained to use weapons
to used against the population. Children are being payed off to
rat out their parents. The fire department, cable companies, maid
services or anyone having access to the inside of someone elses
home are being payed to report to fema of unusual contents of
someones home.
This only adds to my worries and is the reason why i feel that if
we are going to make it through all of this, we are going to need
the help of an outside force to help mankind save itself from itself.
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Elrick
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Posted - 10/25/2009 : 08:41:53 AM
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H/A I totally understand where you are coming from. I'm thinking that this point in our history could be considered one of humanity's great challenges. It means nothing if somebody comes in and saves the day for us.....then we learn nothing. We have to at least make an effort to solve this ourselves, kind of like picking our own destiny. Will we rise to this challenge or become slaves to our own indulgences? We have to make the choice. It cannot be made for us or it is invalid. That's not saying they can't help at all, just that we at least have to meet half way. Nobody wants the responsibility of the humans, they don't want to be our babysitters. Say somebody comes in and decides what path humans should follow and they somehow get us out of this mess. Without the struggle there will be no change within us. Then from that point on, we become the responsibility of whoever saves us and any damage that we cause thereafter also is on their hands. I don't think anyone wants that responsibility. We can be great builders but we can also be great destroyers. We have a responsibility and I don't think anybody is just going to step in and take that responsibility away from us unless there is no other choice. That's kind of how I feel about it right now.
"For the devout believer, no evidence is necessary. For the devout skeptic, no evidence will suffice." |
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HumanAlien
Galactic Member
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Posted - 10/25/2009 : 12:02:26 PM
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I didn't mean to change the main topic of this forum, so i'll post
my future comments about this matter in the O.T. forum. Sorry guys
and gals for the disruption.
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HumanAlien
Galactic Member
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Posted - 10/25/2009 : 7:26:57 PM
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DUNCAN O'FINIOAN at the Project Camelot Awake and Aware Conference, Los Angeles, Sept 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=knP2xOX0x_k
This video talks about super soldiers that the government(s) have
created. I originally wasn't going to post this video link until
i heard it said that these soldiers were going to be used against
the american people. I thought this deserves everyone's attention.
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HumanAlien
Galactic Member
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Posted - 11/01/2009 : 4:16:52 PM
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This may be why this story of obama telling the
world about E.T's that is supposedly to happen soon.
Dr. Steven Greer talks mainly about free energy but
in the last 5 or 6 mins of this video, he says
something really odd.
Dr. Steven Greer presents "The Promise of New Energy" at the Exopolitics Summit 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0FEyV_-NGyk
Project Camelot is saying that in his final statements
at the end of this video are FALSE but i think they are
referring to Greers statement that all E.T's are friendly.
Dr. Steven Greer :
The Unknown Agenda
Barcelona, Spain, July 2009
http://www.projectcamelot.org/steven_greer.html
Project Camelot interviews Dr Steven Greer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzqDVOjtNhg
On a side note, Kerry Cassidy has got to go.
She hardly lets steve greer get a word in
sideways. She is very rude by constantly
interrupting everyone she interviews.
I'm thinking about emailing bill ryan and
asking him to get rid of her. She is killing
the project, in my opinion.
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MomentOfNow
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Posted - 11/01/2009 : 4:39:27 PM
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On a side note, Kerry Cassidy has got to go.
She hardly lets steve greer get a word in
sideways. She is very rude by constantly
interrupting everyone she interviews.
I'm thinking about emailing bill ryan and
asking him to get rid of her. She is killing
the project, in my opinion.
lol, i totally agree with you. I mean, she's harmless and tries to do well which is great, but she just doesnt seem to be good at what she's doing. She always claims to be very spiritual and what not, but my perception of her in the interviews is one of negative.....she always seems to have a negative vibe about her.....and her rudeness is hard to watch.
In saying that, she is getting done what needs to be done.....if a little of track lololol
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Rob Mc
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Posted - 11/01/2009 : 6:09:47 PM
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Why are all conspiracy theories so depressing?lol, I refuse to look into this "camelot theory" and more, if it happens its gonna be depressing enough, without having to reading about it at the same time.
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HumanAlien
Galactic Member
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Posted - 11/01/2009 : 7:04:47 PM
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How do you know this is depressing if you didn't even watch the
video's? Almost everything in these forums involves a conspiracy
of one type or another so since your not into this sort of thing
then why are you even here?
It's your right to believe or not to believe in anything but to
keep your mind inside a closed box is a sad thing. 
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Rob Mc
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Posted - 11/02/2009 : 06:38:16 AM
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Originally posted by HumanAlien
How do you know this is depressing if you didn't even watch the
video's? Almost everything in these forums involves a conspiracy
of one type or another so since your not into this sort of thing
then why are you even here?
It's your right to believe or not to believe in anything but to
keep your mind inside a closed box is a sad thing.
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Oh jesus, please stop doing that, look you know nothing about me , I am extremely open minded and have watched many videos on the camelot theory. Besides it was a joke......but seriously why are conspiracy theories so depressing?  lol
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